The double tracked vocals by Mical are reminiscent of Lennon also, and the lyrics are likewise positive and philosophical. The four-chord chorus goes: “From the depths of despair, true love lives here, throw out the rule book, try holding back tears.”
It all appears to originate from someone recovering from sadness and finding a way through it, only to give their advice in the form of a song (e.g.: “You keep on complaining but what is it all for? Never been easy keeping doubt at the door.”). Sparse keyboard notes join the ensemble and then everything drops out in the third verse for some nice percussion. The song is lifting and whimsical. I could imagine it being used for a soundtrack for an indie film when the credits roll or when there is an emotional montage.
The aesthetic of the track is definitely in the genre of DIY, but the track is less similar to the experimental hiss and burble of Daniel Johnston’s cassettes and is more reminiscent of artists such as Robert Steven Moore, Aerial Pink or New Zealand’s Darcy Clay. Although, it must be said that in Mical’s case, he is attempting to craft a pop song while most of these afore mentioned artists usually aim to disrupt the conventions of songwriting deliberately.
I had seen Bevan Mical before on the site fiverr.com, advertising his songwriting skills with the intriguing title of ‘I will write a song for your needs’. While I didn’t pay for his services, I wonder with all honesty that some of his songs, this one included, have been requested by people seeking hope and guidance. It’s entirely possible and I salute the musician for offering his time and effort for those seeking his product.
The Bakery Recipe version of the song, re-arranged and re-recorded by Brian Baker, is much more professional with a prominent xylophone, a professional drum kit or a more realistic sounding digital kit, guitar and bass. The whole song sounds a little faster and there is some tasteful reverb added to the voice (which might be slightly pitch-corrected also), making the original seem like a demo in comparison. The instruments come in and out of the mix more often, creating a more interesting journey for the listener. There’s even a tasty guitar solo near the end.
Still, there’s perhaps something lost from the original and it just might be the endearing naivety. It seems all the more touching when thinking of the song as a solo effort. Sure, the Bakery Remix sounds more ready for radio play, but if it were released as a single in the retro format, the original would have to be included as the B-side.
After a few listens, I decided that it is the lyrics are what make this song so appealing. A few that popped out were “Are you searching for sunshine, but the dark clouds still rise, at times overwhelming with nowhere to hide,” and “picked up the pieces still keeping in time, unbridled emotion such a hard thing to find.” In a world and an industry obsessed with success it's refreshing to hear an artist trying their best to create something unique and above all positive.
Bevan Mical comes from a small town called Turua (twice seen) in New Zealand & pulls his songs from the long history of music.
His mother died at the tender age of 28 & with no Father taking over parental responsibilities he was moved to his fathers parents where hard work was the goal & relaxation was earned.
Music was felt deep down from an early age & in 1996 Bevan saw Crowded House : Farewell To The World & was mesmerized by the Waikato born Neil Finn & decided to learn the guitar.